It was thrilling, sitting in the crowded restaurant, waiting for my date.
Her photos caught my attention immediately: her soft, wavy hair resting atop heavily tattooed shoulders. Twinkling blue eyes and a small smile. I immediately matched with her, wondering what would happen.
Those weren’t my date’s photos. I had met Amanda weeks ago. The blonde and went on 3 dates before I ended things.
But now I waited for ” Samantha”, keen to find out what the scam was.
I had picked a local restaurant I regularly visited. If the point was to waste my time and stand me up I’d come out ahead.
As I waited, I mulled on my few dates with Amanda. She had told me the meanings of the vine and rose tattoos around her shoulders. She tossed her hair behind her should so many times I wanted to tell her to tie it back. She had bored me.
But I remembered her fondly, in the end. We had what fun we could together, and I always treasure those memories.
I kept an eye on the door. My bet was that a blonde would come through them. She would be a little older, fatter or less attractive than my Amanda. Claim the photos were old, or in bad lighting. I planned to play along, just have some fun and make some new memories.
She looked exactly like the photos.
Tossing her hair back as she looked around, I was so surprised that my date was able to approach and sit down before I could react.
“Hello again” she said in Amanda’s voice. Huskier, deeper than I remembered.
I went to stand, but she grabbed my arm tightly. Too tight. Amanda never had that kind of strength.
My arm was pulled across the table, drawing all of my body closer to her. To anyone else, it would look like a quiet conversation between lovers.
I saw her tattoos, intricate and expansive. I saw her unblemished skin, without scars or marks where I knew there should be. Where wounds should be. In those places I instead saw the tattoos not quite aligning: lines separated, flowers cut in bisected and not quite made whole. As though the skin healed perfectly, but was pulled over a different shape.
As her smile widened, I saw the corners of her mouth bleed, like the skin was pulled too tight.
As her nails drew blood, I realised I was wrong. That this person didn’t look exactly like the photos. Those sparkling blue eyes, which I last saw glassy and unblinking, which I closed myself, were a different colour.